About Me
[ This Gir| ]
Verena Lim
30/4/88
innova junior college
[ Loves of A Lifetime ]
company of friends
shopping til i drop
God
my family
glitter
movies!
pretty dangling earrings!
dancing: my ultimate love
mirrors
taking pictures
pretty accessories
playing the drums
cheerleading!
fresh flowers
shoes
nail polish
PuRpLe <3 <3
[ I Am ]
a shopaholic
purple-obsessed
Loving God
a chocoholic
terrified of horror flicks!
[ I Wish For ]
MONEY
a stronger faith sometimes
Everlasting Happiness
* Acceptance *
success
someone to love me
new technological gadgets and toys
purple flowers! =D
computer literacy
a gorgeous ferrari with a cute chaffeur
a new hairstyle
the ability to play the electric guitar
all the time in the world
[ I Wanna Go ]
travelling the world
dirtbike racing
have fun with friends
out with *you
to the vatican city
on a mission trip just once
on a tour to Europe
[ Hates ]
* unfair judgement based on first impression
* especially when i'm on the receiving end of it
[ Quotes ]
*Dance* as though no one is watching you. Chase your dreams no matter what others say. Love and accept and you will be too. Live as though heaven is on earth everyday.
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Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life.
sick
i'm down with stomach flu so had to skip school today.ugh somethin i so do not need right now.life aint fun when you cant make any food stay in your stomach.have i already mentioned the fact about my size (or lack of it) ?this weight loss isnt somethin i'm welcoming!thanks to all for your concern though, especially from someone who's the last person i would expect it from.its truly appreciated.
til next time, when you see a healthier verena!
Flashbacks [4:55 PM]
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
hook, line and sinker
what happened today was the consequence of being one of aaron's friends...oh PARDONEZ MOI, i mean BEST FRIENDS.though this saga puts me in the bad light, i have no regrets....except maybe the hurt and disappointment accompanying aaron's betrayal, lies and manipulation.
for the record, i dont go poking my nose into issues that aint mine.jane asked for our help in dealing with aaron.we were just tryin to defend her, but we were ready to 4get everythin.besides, i couldnt judge him for what he did to someone else.BUT even at that table when we were confronting him about it he lacked the guts to come clean with us, choosing to BLAME EVERYTHIN ON G.it worked.we fell for it hook, line and sinker.if we hadnt found out both sides of the story, we would have been pissed at G still.the reason why i'm livid is because he has the CHEEK to lie to us blatantly just to get off the hook by blaming everythin on G.when we wanted to talk to her, thinking he had escaped, he had the GUTS TO START SMIRKING.at us no less!to think he could nonchalantly betray us; the people he claims as his best friends?this is IT.
HE'S MADE IT PERSONAL.
Flashbacks [1:01 AM]
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shopping! <3
wanqing said i should blog more often...even if it is the normal bitty details about my life.i somehow find myself agreeing with her.after all it's my blog so i dictate what i reveal aye? =)
went out shopping with vern today.thanks for the fun day out girl!we should do that again =D just give me a holler when.i've discovered i have a real fetish for SHOES...especially heels! <3 <3 <3 i can go insane over them.now that's what i call my pursuit of passion HAHA.found a few purchases-to-be to add to my collection.finally!a change to the sad fabrics i call my wardrobe.most unfortunately, self control is an essential virtue i have to learn, or my wallet will start blaring warning sirens that i will be rendered destitute very soon.
i'm definitely going to get screwed for prelims part 1.yes adeel lets fail together.thanks for your offer of company LOL.i think my mind's gone stale.not to mention sick.one moment i'm panicking over my studies (or lack thereof to be exact) and discussing math and chem with wanqing but yet another moment i'm talking about the upcoming fun programmes during the holidays with kimmy.the dizzying spirals my mind takes me to.you'd have thought i'm almost bordering on schizophrenia =s
girl i'm glad you're fine now.you almost gave me a heart attack when u 1st told me!remember the question u asked me last week?you were wondering whether time has healed...i wish it'd speed up.i dont like it being so sloooww...
Flashbacks [12:37 AM]
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pained
why cant i show how i really feel?why must i always pretend?i dont want to and i'm tired of it.i want my memories erased so i wont feel pain anymore.if only that was possible.most are oblivious or think i heal at lightning speed because either it wasnt precious enough to me or that i dont care at all.i may seem quite cheerful but that's only what you think.if only you knew.
there's chem mock prelims tomorrow.crap i cant remember a single thing.HELP.anyone want to fail together with me?
holidays has lost its meaning.sadly that's a fact of life as we grow older.enhanced jaded cynicism becomes a companion, with your memories of innocence only as light gossamer wisps in your dreams.the only way to snatch these moments back from the claws of time is how you live your days and make them out to be.taken from my favourite quote from Auguries of Innocence by the poet William Blake, "to see the world in a grain of sand and heaven in a wild flower, hold infinity in the palm of your hand and eternity in an hour" is one true talent lost and rare in the people of today.
Flashbacks [8:20 PM]
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Hiding
why am i hiding behind a curtain?
do you think it would have been so easy for me?
i cant just switch off like that you know.
what did you expect, for me to show how i really thought?
its all just a facade.
none can see what is behind it.
Flashbacks [11:07 PM]
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Rasalas Roars and we slaughter beef =D
for the 2nd yr in a row i'm writing a similar entry on the same topic...SPORTS DAY!!! =D but compared to last year there's a HUGE difference.for one thing i wasnt THIS stressed for sure.this week's been both terrible and yet at the same time wonderful.yea yea an oxymoron, i know.stressed and frustrated from tryin to coordinate all the rasalas cheerleaders and choreographing the routine.and gettin them to be there for pratices.those who's been with me from the start certainly know how exasperating it was.truly sorry for my temper.unsightly.however as the cliche goes, there's a silver lining to every dark cloud.itz been a fantastic week cos of all the wonderful new friends i made...the Rasalas crew! =D here's a shoutout to all of u guys.
thanks Po for your work on the cheer dance!none of us would've thought of that fantastic choreography! =D
auddie my darling, i'm so glad you still turned up for practices though your parents were against it.looking at you, i know the true meaning of friendship.
jade!i love your "solo" with hakim and renjie!enjoyed watching you while waiting for my stunt haha =p
huimin and leona, thanks for all those bubble teas after practice!beautiful efforts that day and i owe u girls one for being with me all the way, tirelessly coming for every practice! <3
huixian and ash, appreciate the friendship we have here...will its flame never die out.shake more dance more and rock on in modern dance!
FIIIRRRRRRRAAAHHHHH!u cute girl and yes yes u know that very well already...u tell me that!haha dun worry about that mistake.it wasnt obvious and u did well in covering it up.sexy shaking yea!
hakim adeel and shaoxian, i owe u guys one for helping out in the choreography!especially for the guys' segment.cool moves and dressing too!haha looked like some hiphop gang.formidable!especially thanks to shao for calming down my temper and choreographing the partner dance with me, just when i had already run out of moves too!haha.
kudos to junqing iswan and mingjie for the steady support for my stunts!especially for my split mount at the end.continue breaking...though dont break your backs yar?LOL =p okie kiddin.
to renjie and jeffrey: cool moves and good energy!cute banana man!haha what an attraction!pity you in that suit though...werent you hot?
KHAI...howdy partner!you picked up everythin in one day...pretty WOW for a dancer =D rock on man!
though we got 2nd i think we all did well, and so did all the other houses.go Innova!sports day's been one of my favourite days so far this year.very fun and WOO what a high feeling! =D
RASALAS REIGNS as the King!
Flashbacks [1:30 AM]
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bravery
WHO are you?nameless and faceless.( i do NOT count the name of your tag as one because if ur parents really gave you that, you've got truly pathetic ones. my condolences) for your sake, to give you face, you dog, i decided not to mention your initials( a certain 3 letter abbreviation, check my tagboard).if you've the guts to say that of us on our blogs why dont you just write your full name too and we'll get back to you shortly?no worries, you aint worth it for me to taint my mouth with expletives aimed at you. so i'll just say this in plain simple english, in the hopes that you, such a simple-minded prejudiced fool, will understand. i'm just SO SICK of this. oh hey, i've a fantastic idea, if you cant stand us that much, instead of the insult, why dont you slit your wrists and bleed off the face of this earth?we'll be rid of you and you wont have to see us again.a beautiful arrangement.an idea made in heaven.no?
ooh i'm having fun at your expense here haha.
lots of love.
Flashbacks [12:16 AM]
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